3/2/06

haix.. i went for dinner.. didnt like the company i was with.. i feel so hypocrite.. if i had a choice i wouldnt want to go.. have to be so damn bloody fake.. i hate those people.. why do they have to make my life so difficult? Do they enjoy doing it? hopefully they dun get the same treatment like the way they treat people.. what comes around goes around.. humpx... angry with myself.. how could i act as though nothing has happen.. really feel like crying out loud!!! its been ages since i really cry.. i really longed for a good cry.. i guess all my emotions are just trapped inside me and has no outlet to come out..

Thank GOD, i had better programs after that.. without waiting for the dessert i left.. couldnt put on the false act anymore.. just walked to the mrt and thought a lot.. wanna pull myself together for future challenges.. Watched "kungfu sweetheart" movie over at Princess .. haha.. really funny.. esp the condor.. at least i could hear myself luff.. after tat went for supper at Mas Ayu.. had ice limau and beehoon pattaya.. its been ages since i went there..